This art kit is for Clover, who has no apparent love for art or crafts. But I have been wanting to make one of these since I got the Sewing For Boys book, and I figured that it would at least appeal for her love of organization and carrying things around with her.
She actually does like it a lot, but has yet to really use it to make any art. Mostly to tote her crayons and pencils around, and get into fights with her little sister over....
I used some Washi, yellow canvas from the remnant bin at Joann's, and some natural colored linen. I thought Rashida would appreciate the linen with the Washi ^_^
So now I can check another Sewing For Boys project off my list! Not sure what's next as far as projects. I've been feeling pretty drained physically and emotionally lately, and it's hard to come up with the gumption to take things on when you're a bit beaten down. Because of a culmination of events, I'm coming to a realization of how much anxiety has really affected me for a long time. It's always been a struggle for me, but now I'm seeing just how much of a toll uncontrollable anxiety can take on a person. Often I find myself beating away panic and I don't even know why I'm getting panicked. Clover also seems to struggle with anxiety, so it makes it all the more important to me to try getting myself in order so I can take care of her.
So this week so far has been about me trying to keep my spirits and energy up to enjoy and care for my family. The good thing about having people to take care of is that while I naturally tend to enjoy wallowing in melancholy, I can't really do that so well when there are other people to think of. Although, that doesn't mean that I won't be playing some National while sipping tea meaningfully.......
Turn the light, out say goodnight
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Let's not try to figure out everything at once
Too cheesy? Don't care. Love the art pack and the fact that you used Rashida's trademark emoji. Take care of yourself, girl.
Thank you! I need some portland vibes : )
DeleteI also suffer from anxiety and I am actually on medication for it - I know how debilitating it is. It's very difficult to calm yourself down. I have a few things I do - they don't always work but I try them anyway. I talk to myself asking out loud why am I panicking, and what is the worst that could happen and if I could get through it. Something I read as an old saying once: something happens, you'll either live through it or you won't. You live, you're happy. You die, you'll either go to heaven or hell. Go to heaven, you're happy. Go to hell - at least you've got lots of company.
ReplyDeleteI also try to lose myself in a film or book. Or I get out of the house to make sure I don't get cabin fever. I stay in the place I feel safest and most secure.
I think you're fantastic and you have all my support as well as everyone else's x
Thank you for all the helpful input! It's also reassuring just knowing that you're not alone in your struggles. I used to bury myself in books for hours when I was a kid. Even back then I couldn't shut off my head so I would sometimes end up reading all night. My bed was literally surrounded by a ridge of piles of books. Ha! With kids it's much harder to make order of my surroundings and take the time to find peace in reading. I've discovered that singing along to music is really helpful though. Somehow the combination of listening to the music and singing at the same time is helpful in drowning out whatever crazy state my body has worked itself into.
DeleteI love your fabric choices - it's gorgeous!! I definitely want to make one of these. I haven't taken a look at the book, is it good?
ReplyDeleteWishing you a peaceful weekend!!
I really like Sewing For Boys, and I only have girls! The treasure pocket pants are a great go to pattern for comfy, cute pants that you can work some of your favorite print into. Having a good raglan tee pattern on hand is really helpful too. I also like that the book is spiral bound. When it gets cooler here I want to make one of the Luka hoodies. They look pretty complicated but really cute.
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